Normally I don’t say anything about my trips because one I don’t want to get robbed and two I KNOW I’m not going to have enough time to see everyone and I don’t want to disappoint anyone but damn if I’m not looking forward to my trip to New Jersey this weekend. I need this.
I’m tired y’all. Like nine and soul tired. And the body is no longer willing to work with me.
I think I have an intestinal blockage because when I eat something... anything, it takes maybe four or five days to get through whatever is blocking the works down there just to come out the other end. In my life I have never gone this long without being able to poop. I used to be an everyday maybe couple times a day pooper but now I’m lucky if I can poop every four or five days and lord a mercy does this hurt. Like a bring me to my knees hurt. I’m afraid to eat. My clothes are falling off of me because I’m losing weight because I know if I eat it’s going to get backed up and it’s going to hurt so I don’t eat.
Can I just get a new body? Maybe one with slightly bigger boobs and a slightly smaller ass? Maybe one with real working parts that don’t grow tumors and cause me pain. And it’s not an all day every day pain it’s a random you’ve eaten now face the consetwondays later pain.
Getting old sucks. I honestly don’t see how people live into their nineties dealing with their bodies crapping out on them. Fork this! I’m not going through another fifty years of this...
And before anyone comments, not that anyone ever does comment on the page, I have mentioned it to the doctor. He thinks it’s diverticulitis or locis which I guess would be the chronic version of it. And he gives me pills. And days of work. At what point is he going to do something other than throw pills at me. Pills which, by the way, get caught up in the blockage and don’t help push anything through.
Maybe I should start seeking another doctor...
Hmmmm....
