So we are four days into January and the rain has literally stopped raining for maybe half a day total. And this is ongoing from 2018. Like over 100 inches of rain has fallen in the last thirty days and I'm pretty sure if mother nature was trying to drown the eastern part of the country, she's succeeding brilliantly.
I didn't blog yesterday because nothing really significant happened. I lost a client because she needs a CNA and I don't have that. But I didn't get fired, they just removed me from the case with a pending status of if they were even going to keep the case. I feel bad though. Her son was nice and if he would just gdo the lifting, I would happily do the washing and the grooming and dressing. And I hate getting up at the crack of dawn and I hate going to bed early so that I can be human in those early hours but i didn't mind going to her.BUt she's completely immobile on one side so she needs a more experienced person and I'm okay with that.
Then I inevitably ended up back at the hut a few times last night because if it can go wrong with the GM is away it will go wrong. But whatever. Then i came home and had some tequila rose. Not a lot but enough that I didn't want to get on Blogger and more than likely whine about what a loser I feel like because I'm still Single.
This year is about being social. I'm going to hang out with friends, I'm going to make new friends and expand my circle. I am not going to sit home and watch Hulu and Netflix all night .
I am also not going to make the mistake I made on the second. I'm not going to talk about the one that got away or rather, the one that never was. One of the things I got to thinking about last night was I feel like I'm in love with him but in the past five years he hasn't said hello to me, he hasn't wished me a happy birthday, although I do every year, and the only times he's If I'm going to be in love with him, fine. That's something I'm going to hold deep inside of me until someone that actually cares for me comes along and burns his name from my heart, but I'm not going to lower myself to wishing and hoping that one day he rides up on a white horse and holds out his hand for me.
Tomorrow I go see Mrs. H and then I'm off to the Hut of Pizza. I actually like being back at the penitentiary. unlike Prosperity there's never any time to just chill and deal with BS. You deal with it on your feet.
Well in the essence of keeping my post short and to the point, I'm off for the night.
Till tomorrow or the day after.
