Super duper fail...

Well bloggers, you have to hand it to me... When I fail, I fail with a collossal damn. My house failed inspection. There were no batteries in the smoke detectors, a fact I had neglected to notice because I took it for granted that they would be working, after all the carbon monoxide detector worked... The garbage disposal, which I have been calling them about repeatedly, still didnt work. The garage door doesnt open and close properly. I knew it was wonky but uhm, I have no car so it wasnt a priority. Window in the dining room doesnt stay open, if i had been a window person I would have noticed this. They want a carbon monoxide detector upstairs, no biggie. The funniest was that after they told me they were under no obligation to provide a stove they told section eight that they were providing it. Well, I think we both know that my stove is old and pretty much a big gold paperweight... It took seven bours to bake a chicken... Called them about the smoke detector that was missing from my girls room. There are wires hanging from the ceiling because they never put the thing on. I tried standing in a chair to reach it and I'm still about two feet to short, thats how tal the ceilings upstairs are. So now instead of section eight covering ninty percent of Septembers rent, I have to cover all of it and I STILL cant set up my furniture. Like I said, when I fail at something I really fail. I have read what everyone said and the encouraging words and I appreciate them but my faith in what I did being the right decision was already fragile and now its broken. I heard someone say once how many times must i break before I shatter... I dont have much glue that can repair faith left. Home depot doesnt sell faith restore... I definately know that i was wrong in uprooting my kids. New chances or not, this move was a bad idea... What the hell have i done???

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