I want to go on a cruise or go visit another country. I feel like men from another country might just be a little more appreciative of what I have to offer than American men seem not to be.
I'm trying not to complain about it. I've made vows not to complain about it, but I can't help but do so. American men are just so... so callous when it comes to women. They seem to think that its okay for them to ignore someone for months on end and then pick up where they left off and its all good.
From what I can tell, men from other countries don't have this brain deficit. They understand that if they fuck up and miss a few steps they have to go back more steps than they missed. That or they just really appreciate women.
What am I saying? Hmm I don't know. I'm still just really lonely. And I'm tired of being lonely. I don't want to be the one night stand. I don't want to be the casual fling. I want a relationship.
Sigh. Maybe I am destined to be single and blogging forever.
On a side note a part if me really wants to try out for the bachelor. Lol. They've never have a black in or one that had older kids or so many kids. I think I would be awesome. I seriously doubt is get a rose at all but I think it'd be awesome.
Que serà.
Okay, I'm outtie...
