Wow, I made that sound like a chore, didn't I?? I didn't mean to. I always try to blog for my birthday. Usually on or as close to it as I can do so soberly.
Trust me, this weekend, you did not want me to blog. Then again as I sit here reading the comments from my facebook this afternoon, I realize that that point has been driven home way more succinctly already. Dear technology, the second you see me pick up a cup or glass with anything that came from a clear glass bottle in it, shut down. Save yourself...
Snort... yeah right.
So I spent the whole weekend with Patty and Joe. So I actually need to say the word awesome? Cause I'm pretty sure that there's a better word... Superkalafragalisticxpalidocious comes to mind and oh damn that actually hurt. I mean really. That word squeezing out of the lake my brain has now been reduced to... OW!!!
So I got my nosed pierced. I have been wanting to for a long LONG time and I finally did it. I am so so happy that I did it.
Not to be the vain peacock I feel like at the moment but oh my God, I think I look awesome.
Does it make sense that I feel like this was an act of defiance? I don't know why, but I do.
I also want another tattoo but I will do that another day.
So Patty took me in and I kinda freaked for a minute but I signed the paper and went in the room. The lady said to breathe deep and let it out when ready. I missed the when ready part. So I took the deep breath and immediately. She said do it again. I did and I think this time I might have relaxed a little bit but not enough. She said one more time. This time I was letting out the breath and WHAM! OH MY GOD!! I screamed. In my mind it was a short little yelp, but uhm... nope. I screamed. Apparently loud enough to startle a woman in the waiting area. Pardon while I laugh a little bit.
But whatever, I like the new look. I'm pretty sure there are others that won't but oh well, they'll adjust.
So I hopped on the computer last night. All in all it wasn't too bad of an idea. The texting is what did me in. I sent texts to the one person I probably shouldn't have but it's done. I don't know whats wrong with me.
So yeah, the weekend was awesome! I think I learned to play poker... wait no, no I didn't. I pretended to know what I was doing. By the way, bluffing doesn't always work.
Hanging out is fun. I'm glad I get to do it every now and then. I'm glad that I made the decision to keep doing it whenever its feasible. I need to get out, I need to meet people, I need to have fun.
I want to start dating.
Yes you read that right. I want to start dating. Despite my promise to myself, I am not ready to give up on finding mr Right. I am however going to stop looking. He'll show up. I have a feeling he will. As for my blurb on facebook last night, I gave up on something totally different. Something that I should have given up on a long time ago and I'm working on it but fuck it, you only live once.
So there it is, the birthday blog.
My thoughts aren't scattered today. They are drying out so this is it. TTYL everyone!
