Sunday, November 28, 2010

Asking God...

So a very good friend of mine found himself standing on the very fine line between life and death/ sanity and utter loss and had serious trouble trying to find a reason not to take that final step over...

I swear until my dying day that whoever called the police to his house has my undying love and respect. Whoever you are you saved his life and had I seen the post before you and actually knew his address, i would have done the exact same.

Its funny how you never really know how deep your feelings run for someone until you almost lose them. If he had died i dont know when or if I would have been able to stop crying. He's too special to go.

This sunday at church, I was given the right hand of fellowship. For all that don't know, this means my son, my mother and I were welcomed into the church as full members. As I sat there in my pew later, i felt a sort of... I dont know... Fullness and when they did alter call I went up. Never in all my life have I gone to alter call, bloggers. I think it was because this time, I had a reason to go and a favor to ask.

I asked God to take my friends pound of sorrow that he's been carrying around for sometime now and put it on me. I will take his pain as my own and bear it as my own. Anything to help him out.

I dont know if I beleive that God will listen and answer me, I only know that I asked.

On the flip side, I also had a funky dream last night. I dreamt that another friend of mine started talking to me again. That one I doubt was anything other than a dream and it was closely followed by another episode in days of my dream life with the guy with no actual face...

Wow...

Okay so The sims are re installed and I am playing again. See ya!

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