because I have another of my famous migraines. If I didn't hate them before, I hate them now. No that's not true... I have always hated my migraines. Ever since one hit me like a brick in the head during sex. I think that was when I officially began hating migraines. I mean ruining sex is a good enough reason to hate anything or anyone.
So I got a message on facebook the other day telling me that I shouldn't blog about how desperate for a man I am. That it makes me look cheap and like I would take anyone that came along.
Do we really need to go thrugh this again people? Really?
MY BLOG! I don't know how many more languages I need to say it in, if you don't like what you read close the window! You all get mad if I say on Facebook how lonely I am, you get pissy if I tweet about how lonely I am, What the eff more do you want?
I'm not altering my blog for people who act like I'm holding their eyes open with toothpicks and forcing them to read.
I mean I'm lonely. I have no one that loves me the way that I want to be loved. I want to be with someone. I see my friends in their gushy sappy sweet moments and after I laugh and or gag, I want to curl up in a corner and cry. I don't deserve that. No one does. I don't care what they've done in their lives, No one deserves to be forced to live out life alone.
I have theories why people like me are alone.
1. All the real men are taken. Sounds trite but I think it's the truth. The real men out there are doing right by their women and their women are smart enough to know that if they let the man go they will be screwed.
2. The men left are afraid of women with children. I mean seriously?? How much of a pussy do you have to be to be afraid of committing to a woman with children. Unless she outright says to you that she is looking for someone to support her and her children, here's a clue: She was raising the kids before you, so she can raise the kids without you. Stop looking at what came out of her and see her.
3. The ones that aren't afraid of the women with children don't want to be involved with someone else's family. I got nothing on that one. Except to say nigra, stop being a pussy. If you use that as an excuse, you deserve both Nigra and pussy. Each alone is bad but to be both, you need to go stand in the corner with a big bright target on.
4. A thick woman turns them off. Again, if this describes you, go stand in the corner. You cannot be helped. A thick woman most of the time means that girlfriend can throw down in the kitchen. The common misconception is that she can eat and only that. If she can eat, she can most likely cook. If she can cook, chances are, she loves to cook for people. How is this a potential downfall. Fellas really! If girlfriend is willing to step up to the stove to feed you why the hell are you running away? Again, go stand in the corner. He's a flashing light to keep you busy.
5. Back to the kids thing... they want women that will give them mini versions of themselves. But you don't want the woman. He's a sig flashing light. Why dont you go stand at the airport and guide the planes in? Go on honey...
If there are anymore reasons that you all can think of, please enlighten me. Because all the guys that I have even thought about any kind of anything with, ended up with stick figures or women with no kids.
If that's what men want, I'm screwed.
Ugh... my migraine is kicking my ass... Drinking the water to take my aleve about near killed me... I'm going to call it a night...
