Almost made it...

...through the day without thinking of that certain someone.  I was having a really good day (You know aside from the part of it where I was the human air freshener trapped on the hot as hell bus.)  but then, then I went on my facebook new feed and say that my "friends" got together last night.  I don't blame them for not thinking about me.  I'm not on their radar unless my bff is around and really to tell you the truth not even then. but that's besides the point.

I can't wait to move to North Carolina this summer.  I will get to be around Patty, and closer to Lisa, and Carrie might even come out to visit me.  Why do I mention them by name when thus far I haven't mention anyone's names?  I mention them by name because these are the people who care about me so much that when they don't hear from me for more than an hour after I get off work (Carrie) they text me (Carrie) relentlessly (Carrie).  When they don't hear from me for more than a day (Lisa) they call me to make sure that I'm still alive (Lisa) and they don't feel the need (Lisa) to say "Hello?  How have you been?" (Lisa), they start the conversation with "Well hot damn!, She lives!"(Lisa)  They don't care that fun happy Dette come out when the drinks are flowing (patty) they only care that she occasionally comes out (Patty).  They call me a dork (Patty) and already know that I'm not going to be hurt by it because I know it's code for "Dude, You are awesome"

But I am not complaining about my group of "friends" here.  I love my group of "friends" here.  They really are nice and I do believe that some of them do actually care for me.  I genuinely care from some of them.

So what is the problem?  I already told you.  I am jealous of them.  They have lives.  They have no kids, they can go hang out because the day ends in a y.  I hate the term fuck my life but, fuck my life! 

It's whatever... I don't care...

Welcome May!

Welcome May!!  Glad to see you!  Now turn off the sun...

LOL.  Today was a fun day at work.  Laughing, silly Dette went instead of tired Dette.  Might have had something to do with the fact that I took a sleeping pill last night to make sleepy Dette happy.  Anywho, Fun happy Dette got to work with two of her favorite guys at work.  Well one of her favorite and a newcomer that's running fast on being a favorite.  I call them McDreamy and El Steamy.  

So what do you think one of my favorite television shows is?  LOL.  If you can't tell El Steamy is Latino and OMG is he well... Steamy... He says he's Picante, I can't wait to get a chance to find out.

So just before the close of work today I made the monumental mistake of listing a diffuser the wrong way and boom, it hit the floor.  Now it would have been okay if it was a decent fragrance like Orange or something but no.... Am I ever that lucky?

It was Apple cinnamon.  And it went all over my pant leg, after I had put on Vanilla hand lotion.  And to make it just a little bit more French Whorish, I spilled some tropical Island Febreeze down my front.

Lemme tell ya, riding the buss home in 85 degree heat when the bus driver doesn't believe in opening windows and you smell like a island vanilla apple cinnamon tart.... not so much fun.

So aside from being a walking air freshener I had a pretty good day.  Bus fares went up today by 15 since and transfers by a nickel but oh well Que sera sera.  

Like I said:  WELCOME MAY!!