Snapped pt. 2

(continued Because my phone felt the need to publish in the middle of a sentence).............. Accused me of still having feelings for Randy. Uh, newsflash. He took my technical virginity, he's the father of my kids. Of couse theres soomething there. It damn sure isnt love or affection, though. Its more like aquiesence to the fact that for the rest of my life I have to admit hes alive. I'm not saying that he was the main problem in our marriage. He ownes a good share but then, so do I. We were two very stubborn people who did not under any circumstances want to give. I gave pretty much all of who I was and became someone I thought he could like/love but he gave his heart and other vital body parts to her and gave me his indifference. I was unhappy because he didnt love me. He was unhappy because he was stuck with me. It was both of our faults but I still maintain that a lot of what went wrong could have been fixed if she hadnt batted her eyes and licked her lips in his direction. A woman like that, one who only wants a man after hes just out of reach, thats a tramp. How do I know that she only wanted him then? A little before this all started, I asked Randy why he didnt date her in high school. He said he tried but she didnt want him like that. But suddenly when he was married, she wanted him... Oh well she got him, she even got a kids by him (bloggers I am trying to be nice about the baby but the absolute best I can say is I really hope he grows into his looks. He might just be a very handsome man one day but right now I cant even say cute baby without wondering just how much farther in liars hell I can dig myself) BUT SHE WILL NOT HAVE MY KIDS...... So I am going to end this and probably blog tomorrow with another update. Or tomorrow may just be a happy blog because I went a whole day without hearing the virtues of HER. We'll see..... Single and blogging is going to have a drink....

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Ok, So I kinda snapped a little...

...and Told the kids what I probably shouldnt have as far as the truth about divorce goes. Most parents ease into the birds and bees and why they shouldnt do drugs. I kinda skipped the birds and bees and covered drugs with Myou do and you'll be homeless.' and jumping headlong into the bare raw facts about why daddy doesnt live with us anymore...... To be fair, the kids have been walking around on cloud effing tweleve because they have a new Grandma. Oops, I didn't explain that did I?....... The short of it is that my kids came home yesterday and promptly told me that they have a new aunt, cousins, and a new grandmother namely HER cousins, HER sister, and HER mom. Wait I did cover this... Anyway. It hurts. So tonight, i gave what has to be part thirteen of the riot act to my kids but I ended it differently. After I told the bitter truth about what kind of person she is, I demanded two lists. If shes so great, I want to know why. I want a list of the things I do for them and a list of the things that she does for them. I want to know why shes so effing worthy of the ivory tower...... A thought crossed my mind this afternoon. One more person in my aquaintence

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