But not really. I'm not even going to elaborate on my temper tantrum. It's on Facebook read it there.
No what I am going touch on is the fact that for years, I have been content to put out a subtle vibe when I am hurt and not outright say it unless I said something in a blog and even then it was subtle... No more. What happened on facebook was the straw that broke the camels back.
Have you ever looked around and really looked at some of the people you let into your life? How they're supposed to know you inside and out but instead they don't seem to because they feel that they can say something to you and regardless of the way it might make you feel, its ok? I actually have more than a few people in my life that do that. Believe it or not, a good number of those people arent on facebook and they're people that you wouldnt normally think Id associate with.
Take my old boss, Debbie. On the norm, she would say something offhandedly that would slice me down to the marrow in my bones with hurt, but I passed it off as 'simply her personal opinion' and fumed in silence. Or a customer would say something degrading and I would just say, 'oh they don't know any better.'
But what do you say when the person who spoke from the innermost depths of their ass is someone you've considered one of your closest friends for years? Ask me that a few months ago, I would have said, 'they just had a slip, I'm annoyed but I'll let it slip... Again...' But thats then this is now, and my answer now is to let them know.
I know i joke on twitter, facebook, and blog about almost any and everything and I usually use my blog to spout my hurt like a diary but eh...being subtle hasnt helped so far, I still get shitted on from time to time so I've decided to be direct, grow a backbone.
I will still blog when I have a thought that needs to roam free, and though I may not Twitter that I applied to however many jobs that day and occasionally, I may facebook about being bored but hereMs the thing, and I say this so often, it should be a tattoo on my face, it's MY twitter, MY facebook, and MY blog. I read all comments, respond when I feel it deserves one. If you feel the need to reach into your innermost supply of snottiness to reply to something I wrote on MY venues of vent, why dont you save yourself a headache and just hit the delete friend button because as of this day, this hour, this minute, IF YOU PUBLICLY SHOW YOUR ASS ON MY FACEBOOK, TWITTER, OR BLOG, I WILL CALL YOU OUT ON IT. I WILL LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE WRONG. I WILL LOSE MORE REPECT FOR YOU THAN U COULD POSSIBLY THINK THAT I WOULD.
I am not your shitting post. I have feelings just like everyone else. I take yours into consideration, you need to reciprocate.
Single and Blogging just got another ounce of steel in her spine...
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