Well, the move is now in one solid week. I have a few more things to do in said week but basically a lot of it is done. I did have a bucket list but In it's defense it was kinda astronomical and very unlikely so...
But here were a few things on it:
1. Have a night at a real NYC club. In all my 30 years, I have never been to a club. The tunnel in Charlotte in 1997 doesn't count because I was underage, it was lame and at the moment it is a gay mexican bar.
2. Girls night out. This one isn't really BUCKET LIST fodder, it's just New Jersey Bucket list. I mean I'm going down to where I have a bunch of female friends. I'm pretty certain that sometime soon I am going to get a girls night out.
3. Hook up with at least one of my crushes here in NJ. Heh, they call it a bucket list for a reason folks. You're supposed to have totally unrealistic things on it. If ANY of the guys that I have ever had a crush on in this state ever just decided, WTH and came up to me and kissed me, Lemme tell you I'd be one happy camper but that so isn't going to happen... even though for the last two nights one of them has been walking through my dreams like he's on a mission to drive me nuts. That's okay, I'll just go down to NC, find me a nice guy named Bubba and live on a shrimping boat with him. I plan to birth out his chillins between shrimp hauls and we's gonna name then Bubba one, Bubba Two Bubba three and Forrest, cause he's gonna be our best good buddy....
LMAO. Oh stop looking at me like that! Ya'll knew I was insane about five minutes after you met me...
Still leaving NJ is a big step. In the past I have moved wherever the wind, school, and military took me. I have never once made the conscious decision to move. And every time I thought of home, I realized I came back here. But here ten or twelve years ago is not the same as here now. My friends have grown and changed and in some cases grown away from who I used to know. The wavelength just even there for us. Some friends, I don't even talk to. Some... well... regardless of where my friends and I are on our friendship roads, only time will tell if we all still keep in touch. As of yet I only have one reason to come back to NJ and thats for a wedding that I have been told if I don't attend, she's going to come down to NC and kick my ass. I am so laughing at that. I mean, she will. She'll totally kick my ass but you gotta admit, that it one hell of a wedding invitation... Other than that though, I won't have any other reason to come back. After next Saturday, this won;'t be home anymore.
Oh well...
