I straightened the girls hair. Didn't do the braids but I did curl Kayla's so that she has something for me to work with in the morning. I spent basically all afternoon chopping and slicing chicken breasts because I made the spaghetti with the chicken pieces in it and then I also made Chicken fried rice. As usual, two batches. One that Olivia will eat because it has no bean sprouts and no egg and one that pretty much everyone else will eat because it has the bean sprouts and the egg and sorta makes a fuller meal.
The neighbor kids left around seven my kids ate soon after.
I'm slowly coming up from my funk. I had a conversation with someone today that may have cast a new light on some things and then may not have. It may just be me getting sucked in again. I don't know and at the moment with honestly, a half a glass of vodka in me, I don't care.
Still don't feel like posting on Facebook. Every now and then someone drops me an email about they are sorry. It's touching. Not needed at all, but touching. I just want to be by myself. Why is that so hard for people to understand right now? You know what? I know a couple of people that read my blog that prefer to remain anonymous and they are basically sitting reading making sure I haven't offed myself and might probably say something when I decide to break my silence.
Just a thought, Yes, I did post an update about my friends daughter. This, I don't think, counts as breaking my self imposed silence. My church is praying for her and they take the updates from my page for bible study and prayer so since I'm not saying anything, just copy and pasting, I don 't count that as talking.
Hmm time to take my melatonin and go to bed. I think I'll finish this episode of HIMYM while it takes affect...
Good night. TTY tomorrow!
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