Upheaval...

I think I am ready for an upheaval in my life and I know exactly how to do it.

Today when I was trying hard to disappear inside myself, I did what I normally do.  I went to my happy place where I am not only loved by my friends, but by that special someone.  Currently that special someone is the unnamed one.  Well he has a name but I'll be damned if I put it here.

In my happy place he and I are dating.  I haven't yet dreamed up anything more.  And to be honest I don't want to really.  The guy in my mind before him was an Italian prince named Marco, and pure fantasy.  I might blog about my years wit him filling the man shoes in Happy land and I may not.  He fades in and out of happy land depending on my faith in whether mystery man likes me.

But back to my upheaval. 

The next time I get to be in the same room as my mystery man, I plan to tell him that I like him a lot, and I plan to see what can maybe be done about that.

Whether or not a glass of liquid fortitude will be needed we don't know yet.  I hope not as I want to be fully sober when he tells me that he's not interested in me that way.  With liquor I will probably be apt to fall into a heap of tears and wail that life is so unfair.

FML.

Well, as usual, Coldstone creamery has saved my night.  I am unsure as to whether or not a second bowl will be needed but I think my pillow may sue for visitation before my freezer can command my presence.

Single and blogging is tired and knows not of the drivel she types...