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Saturday, August 28, 2010
Fail...
Sometimes every now and then in the past, I felt like no matter what I did for my kids, it was never enough. I felt like I would just miss the bar that said I did a good job as a parent that day. Now more than ever these past few weeks, Ive felt like that bar is getting farther and farther away and no matter what i do to try and reach it, it just keeps getting further out. I think moving here was a bad idea. Nothing is really going my way. I have only been able to cook three full meals in as many weeks and job hunting is hard when you have to walk a mile to the closest bus stop. I think I made a huge mistake. In my effort to get my kids room to grow I stunted them horribly but bringing them someplace not even i can survive. What do I do? Im lost and dont think I can find my way out of the hole this time...
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You are a great mom! You are way to hard in yourself. You will make it work. You are a harworker that is raising some really really great kids. You can accomplish anything that you put your mind to. Things are always hard at first but you will blossom and grow. I love and miss you but please don't sell yourself short.
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ReplyDeleteClaudette,
ReplyDeletewe can never know exactly what will happen when we choose a new path. But, if you think about it, you gave your children a real gift... the knowledge that a) their mom loves them enough to change everything for them... and b) that it is ok to make a fresh start. I know you and I know you will prosper wherever you are. And your children will prosper because of you.